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While I'm Tracing Emin i come across with other Tracers. I realize this makes me less original but then, i believe my essence will make it original. (Fuck i sound like i got balls!! :) yess! hey, Tray! fukk, i shouldnt smile that much, dont be ridicilous, shes not gonna like me, ohh!! Tray.. your ego is killin me.. Tray . . . QUIET!)

And it should reach a level of quality and quantity. She well produces art!.

Other Tracers remind me that i'm not alone which is a relief, i should search why.

Should

Shouldnt

Who else?

http://www.artguide.org/artists.php?id=2630457A

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The other night a strange thing happened, while i was Tracing Emin, i came across with her ghost!! I told her i was Tracing Emin and that was the reason i wanted to have a photograph with her. She said she was more beautiful then Tray (i'm calling her Tray now, like, from the family;), which she really was that nite. But i think she has this perception because we see more of Tray's fucked-up photographs around, even in her own art. + i think Tray is pretty hot, isnt she? Anyways, another significant thing is she has a design studio called "Dükkan" which means The Shop. (-Tray, i'm afraid!! -For Fuck's Sake, Tracing!!)

Is she Tracing Emin, too??

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"She likes my eggs in the morning."

- Dr. Freud's Office! How may I help you?

DO NOT SAY AROUND KIDS

"FOR FUCK'S SAKE!"

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I'm Tracing Emin.

Mission:

I'll be both literally and metaphorically Trac(y/i)ng Emin.

Which means:

I'll be trying to look at a reflection of myself on her mirror, which I'm hoping, will be an exploration of my soul from an other perspective. I feel quite close to her, but then, she's got the balls and i've got only my temper.

As art is better(?) when shared, (like the beauty! ;), i'll try to share the most with her. I will Trace her images, Trace her footsteps, read, eat, drink, sleep with her. As we're different humans and persons, her habits don't really match with my body or my thinking but then taste amounts (or sometimes, it can be drinking large amounts of hard liquers), pull me strongly back to her head.

I'm afraid i liked to read her book, altho i think she's a crazy bitch.

I like her unbalanced behavior, it feels like swimming in the sea. Streams in opposing directions... her opposing to the general is usually not the expected. I feel her mirror is moving constantly and so, her rays of perspective, do not reflect always with the same angle. I usually follow different paths from hers (as our traumas are different), but i'm liking her stream. I feel "together, we float". Something i've always liked watching/feeling art, the artist is getting in my head by letting me in hers. As in every art, audience is an art by itself, i will try to be a perfect reflection. (Excusé moi?) I assume this is an invitation and start my search. Starting from the surface, i'll swim as deep as i can with her.

Notes: Her last name Emin means "sure" in Turkish. It's too recognizable. She's quite bold isnt, she? (she's got the balls, i'm kinda scared). She's a 1st person woman artist.

Until next post,

Ciao!